Holy Crap. I seriously have some problems. There is no reason I should be sitting there destroying my face. Sometimes I really wonder, how different am I. There is so many things wrong. I’m so alone, because no one really knows my deep deep secrets. There is no one I trust enough… and would stay and help me. I may seem very pathetic right now, but I have no one. Not in the way where people say “oh I’m here for you” no I guess I’m talking more about no one was there to guide me a bit, not much, just a bit. I just constantly want to learn new things and be with someone that has much of a twisted brain as I do.
I hate when people try to hard with me. Look I’m bluntly honest. Don’t fucking explain your “falling” for me, I told you not to get attached because I wouldn’t. Stop trying to push your self into my life. It won’t happen. I said it wouldn’t happen. It will never happen. I want to be aloneeeeeee.
If I don’t have my space when I need it, I will push you out of my life completely.
I made that pretty clear. I don’t wanna hear “no regrets, I wont stop” shut the fuck up.